of tests and... failure

i think that to measure success in jc, we have to look back at each week and see what we have accomplished and how we have done in the various subjects blablabla...

1. how much you understand the lectures in the week for PCME
2. how much you can manage do for the tutorials (PCME included)
3. how well you think you did for tests in the week (if applicable)
4. how well you actually did for tests in past weeks (if applicable)

so going by this criteria of mine... this week was basically a failure for me... a big big failure because i got 15/25 for a maths test which i thought was fricking easy... seriously man, i dont know how the hell i got 15 for such an easy test cos when i was doing the actual test i wasn't even stumped by any question at all so thats rly rly damn retarded

well though its a scraped B (i THINK its a B) it still kinda sucks cos i expected a high A... well looking at this test i realised my econs test sucked too... not to mention chem and physics but actually chem is kind of excusable cos i only had ~20 mins? for a 45? mins test but still thats kind of inexcusable

so moral of the story, or rather, the week: seriously work harder and revise EVERYTHING that i have learnt EVERYDAY

wish for today: be able to get silver for my NAPFA RETEST on thursday (fyi, i got bronze for the previous no thx to pull-ups again) please please please